Tuesday, May 23, 2006
[*L0.v3*]...i was thinking again ... about the things that are happening around ... the common questions that the people around me are facing ... are we ready for relationships at such an age ? ... for me ... i can confidently say no ... i know i'm not ready for one and at the same time ... i do not want to be in one ... life for me right now ... is to get my focus right on God ... on my schoollife and studies and most importantly ... God ... He should always be the top on my priorities ... others can always wait ...
well ... this question has dawned on me more often then i thought it would ... i guess it's the thing when you reach JC ... so yar ... well ... for me ... right now ... relationships will only be distractions ... and i have too many commitments that i have to commit to ... so relationships are a definite big NO ... yup ... most importantly ... i have not come across anyone that i should even bother considering whether i'm ready for a relationship ... guys at this age ... cannot give me the security that i need ... and yar ...
so ... for at least the next 2 years ... my mind will be focus on God and studies ... relationships can wait ... but God can't ... studies can't and thus ... my decision of being single for the next 2 years ... anyway ... there's nothing wrong in being single ... in fact ... i think it rocks ... it makes you independent and strong ... so yar ...
ok ... i'm sleepy now ... shall sleep now ... nitez ...
love always ,
cheryn ...
posted at 5/23/2006 10:36:00 pm
